Today I was able to go to church for the morning service as well as the evening one. I know that one day last week I complained about my schedule changing and missing out on my Tuesday morning bible study but so far it looks as if I have traded it in for being able to get back to where I belong on Sunday morning, at least from about half way through Sunday school anyhow. I still have to work on Sunday mornings but I've been able to make it my short day now.
I'm so glad because, in all honesty, I've noticed a change in myself that I hate. I find myself cussing more than I used to (which was very rare), I also find myself getting frustrated and angry more than I used to. When I was in church every Sunday (for both services) and in the word more, I seemed to be able to handle stress and frustration better than now. I can blame work for missing Sunday mornings but I don't have any excuse for reading Gods word only two to three times a week. I need to get back to being saturated in His word and I think that there's no better time than the present. Now that I have the blessing of getting back into the house of God like I need to be I can use it for a foundation to build on by reading at least two chapters a day like I used to. If I can do these two simple things I know that my entire outlook and attitude will improve dramatically.
Father, thank You for the chance to get back into Your house this morning. Thank You that You have put it on my heart to write this blog every night for a year, and thank You that You have moved me to want to be saturated in Your word again. I pray, Father, that You will help me to stay dedicated and motivated by You and for You. I pray that You will fill me with Your peace and help me to stop cussing and getting angry. I pray that You will give me a double portion of Your wisdom, that I may be able to see when the devil is attacking me and stop him and cause him to flee from me. I need You Lord. Please change me for Your purpose and glory. In Jesus perfect name, AMEN!
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