Thursday, May 17, 2012

The life and trials of a growing Christian - Day One Hundred Forty

I don't know what to write tonight. I don't feel as if I'm being led in any direction whatsoever. I know that God hears my prayers when I ask for His direction and He always gives me a path to go down but it doesn't seem that way tonight.
Sometimes I feel like He's so far from me that He can hardly see or hear me, or maybe He's just got His back turned to me. I know that neither is the case but that's just how it feels sometimes. I guess I just can't sit in my Father's lap all the time. Sometimes I have to get up and walk on my own. How I walk and where I go is up to me and maybe He let's me feel like He's not with me to show just how badly I need Him.
I need You God! In every aspect of my life, I need You! Please show me Your will for me. Show me what You want for me to do for Your kingdom. Show me what my spiritual gifts are and how to use them for Your glory. Please give me more of a desire to serve others and to be kind to others- to have an understanding of their needs and feelings instead of being wrapped up in myself. In Jesus name, AMEN!  

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