The life and trieal of a growing Christian - Day Seventy Eight

I have been beating myself up some today because of my failure to be obedient to the Holy Spirit's urging yesterday. I still don't know why I couldn't just do it. I know that I have been forgiven and that I will be given more chances to serve and that I will fail at some and succeed at some. I will run from some and run to some. I just hate to mess up when it comes to serving the Lord. After all, all that I am comes from Him. I fail Him so much, but He never fails me, and for that I am grateful beyond words.